The wall, however this time it's mine

So I was roaming the internet, trying to find something to amuse myself with, when I stumbled upon a quite ineteresting guy. To me he's a youtuber, successfull that is, and a really nice guy. He's not alien, and for some reason I do recognize a lot of things in him from myself.

Now, the reason to why I make this post is that in one of his videos (or actually cuite a few, but whatever), there is this wall behind him. It's like that wall where you like put all the important stuff that has happened in your life. Things such as your favorite musicians, a crush from your childhood, awesome films and game posters! It's the wall of memories. And I realised, when looking to my own wall behind me, that I doesn't have one.

Don't get me wrong, I've done things and experienced stuff, but I can't get away from this feeling that I'm still way behind. It's that... when I look at that wall, it's just plain gray-green, staring back at me with no signs of being a room of a living human being. A young guy, alive and supposed to have built a life filled with something worth mentioning. But there's just nothing. It's empty.

It's like when you think "I'll do that tomorrow" about your homework, except this is my actual life! Why do I postphone it? What am I waiting for and why am I so damn afraid of just getting out there and start living?

So yeah, that wall. It's the one telling me to forget about such uncomfortable feelings and just lay down in the bed right next to it, to wake up in another hopefully but doubtfully better tomorrow.

I'm sorry, but I don't feel like uploading anything creative or even... anything. At the moment. I'm now going to succumb to this tiering feeling of nothingness and sleep a good long night and hopefully wake up well rested and ready for the world. My expectations arn't that high, though...

Anyday everyday

Today, tuseday (even though the actual today is a wednesday, but that's just an effect of me not sleeping properly)... what was I saying? Yeah, today! Which for me still is a tuseday, I realized that I thought it was still weekend. I admit that it is not that much of a difference, weither it's a tuseday or a saturday, since I'm unemployed. What I'm trying to get to is that I feel quite uncomfortable about not this. The "not knowing what day it is" thing.

It's also happened stuff in my actual life, but for some reason I don't feel like telling you at the moment, so I guess this is a good night. 

Gandalf

I would have posted a picture had it not been for the facts that 1. I haven't been out all day, and 2. my room is a total mess. With the outcome that would I take a picture in here, it would be so messy and ugly that who know, maybe it'd destroy my whole library? You never know.

Oh, and what's new today? Nothing!
I failed at waking up, with the result of me having a very short day. The alarm was set to 8 am (08:00) and I woke up as I should and all, but not for more than the time needed to shut down all my alarms and going back to bed for another FIVE hours!

Tomorrow's gotta be better, or else I'll be pissed. Or at least not very amused. In fact, not amused at all. Yeah, definitely pissed.

What am I doing wrong? Why can't I wake up like a normal human being? Or even as a stinking beast? I just want to wake up!!

@Skyrim
- That'd be like 300 gold
- Well, you know your best friends girlfriend? She likes you.
- Oh, well then! Have your money back! Oh, and also, I won't tell you it's your money, but instead that it's  some hard earned money that I got from working at the mill!

(Yeah, right... How about I just gave you all that money?)

Btw, Gandalf was cool because he (almost) never used any spells at all, even though he could have. Nukes are for noobs.

Pfff, five hours!?

I thought for the brief time of a second that it would be smart to advertise my blog in this post, only to realize that it would be posted to the very same blog... 

Btw, how do you pronounce advertise? Is it adv-e-rtise or advert-i-se? You know, do you pronounce the first 'e' or the 'i'? Post in the comments!

Also, it's a good thing you can't tell for how long I've been writing each post, since you'd likely go like "Pfff, five hours!? It's not even a lot of text! I would have done this, twice as good, in five seconds!"... and I would be like *sadface* and stuff. So yeah, it's definitely a good thing! 

Oh, and there is so much I want to tell you, but it's inappropriate and all,  and not something people would like know a lot about. Also, it's inappropriate as in private, but not private as in naked or disturbing. It's just not things most people would feel good about to know, that's all. 

Ah... what a beautiful waste of space ^^

Sleep that counts

This post will probably never be made properly, even though I've got a huge amount of material for it. Let's just say that I for once actually have earned my sleep. Soft fruit saves the day once again. Don't feel sad if you don't understand, you weren't meant to. Goodnight, folks!

Is that a branch in the top right?

So just for the sake of it, here's a picture!
I realized there is a problem with centering the picture when the text is not centered. Nothing's gonna brake, but it looks damn ugly! Or well, unless you're awesome and poop out a hell lot of words, covering some space and thus making it look nice and neat again!

This is where I sat a few days ago, up much earlier than my body frequently told me I should have been. Actually, I felt so bad from having skipped almost all my sleep that I almost vomited, got all cold and shaky and finally gave in and took a one hour nap.

The only reason I was awake at all at the time, was since I was supposed to practice my driving some more. However, since I didn't really feel like throwing up in the car, I skipped it for that day. Actually, I didn't really do anything at all for the reminder of the day.

Happy days, eh?

It ate my stuff!

Yeah, it did.

Since I happen to own an iPhone I finally succumbed to that surprisingly big bunch of people who told me to upgrade from iOS4 to iOS5, a lot of stuff happened that wasn't really supposed to happen. Nothing broke or anything, but...
Yeah, iTunes ate all my apps and me calendar. So fucked. So I played some good two or three hours of pointless browsergames in pure despair, when I received a tip from a most kind human being. I also cannot seem to remember who told me all this, since I happen to be very senile lately... Anyhow! What I was told was basically the following:

• iTunes dosn't eat stuff.
• My stuff is probably lying around somewhere, waiting for me to bring them back to my iPhone.
• This place, housing everything, would be referred to as iCloud.

So what then did I do, if not searching through all of iTunes, trying to find an option that let you download everything back without resetting everything and pooping large potatoes everywhere...
Anyhow, there seemed to be no such option. Luckily, I received another tip, telling me to open the appstore in the iPhone in order to access everything... yay!

Oh, yeah, I almost forgot! I have this need of telling you that there is no picture in this post ^^
Even though it's actually quite clear already... This makes me a liar, I suppose. Mostly because I promised to upload some sort of illustration of actually whatever there might be! And I promised to upload it on the very reliable date of "Tomorrow"!
Now, this isn't really a day after last post, and there is no picture... so great success, I guess?

Oh, and btw! Chances are that if you drive a lot in Uppsala, Sweden, I actually WON'T crash into you! Because I'm now much better at driving! Yeah! (And slightly very much less rich...)